Blind fall

Sometime we have to just let life take its course. We have to keep our promises and just go with it. If there is not long term damage then, why not? Right?

You might not feel comfortable at first, you might just want to run away and hid. That how I feel. But I know its for the better. It will help me, and if it doesn't then whatever. No harm done. I might even get something out of this. Right?

*sigh* I donno... you can't please everyone, sometime not even yourself. But I don't know why I have such a strong feeling in my heart. It weighing me down and I just feel it every second I'm alone. What should I do? Ignore it till it goes away? Hopefully it will go away with time...

I keep on telling myself this is a good opportunity. Maybe deep down I don't believe it myself...

I closed my eyes and took a step. Like I always do... and it always works out. I never fall. But this time I'm not so sure. I do think only time will tell,

I just hope its for the best.

Thanks for listening... I know you must be very confused, good thing no one reads this.

-Memi

Roller coster

Life is like a roller coaster,
some times you enjoy it some time you just want it to stop.
But the best thing is to hold on and let it take you where you want to go.

I'm kinda feeling down
these days, sorry for not posting that much.
Hope you guys are having a better long weekend then me. :)

<3 Memi

WARNING VERY SAD! :`(

So I had to do a project about some problem that is really important for me. I chose shark fin soup. Here is why...

Shark fin soup is a soup or broth of Chinese origin made with shark fin and flavoured with chicken or some other stock. The fin itself has very little flavour and it is used primarily to add texture to the dish and because it is seen as a delicacy. Shark fin soup is not cheap - it can easily cost upwards of $100 per bowl, shark fin soup is being consumed in vast quantities, placing an unsustainable and crippling demand on shark populations.

This I can deal with but the fact is that Shark fining is the practice of slicing off the shark's fins while the shark is still alive and throwing the rest of its body back into the ocean where it can take days to die what must be an agonising death. Some sharks starve to death, others are slowly eaten by other fish, and some drown, because sharks need to keep moving to force water through their gills for oxygen. Shark fins are used as the principal ingredient of shark fin soup, an Asian "delicacy". Demand for shark fin soup has rocketed in recent years due to the increased prosperity of China and other countries in the Far East. Shark fin soup, which can easily cost $100 a bowl, is often served at wedding celebrations so that the hosts can impress their guests with their affluence.

Fishermen are only interested in the fins because shark meat is of low economical value and takes up too much space in the hold. It also contains urea, which turns to ammonia once the shark has died and contaminates other fish.

Shark fin itself is tasteless, it just provides a gelatinous bulk for the soup which is flavoured with chicken or other stock. Many people, especially the consumers, are unaware of the suffering that fining causes. Tens of millions of sharks are slaughtered every year to satisfy the demand for shark fin soup; at least 8,000 tonnes of shark fins are shipped to restaurants around the world. Fishermen report that sharks are getting smaller because they are not being given time to mature. How they kill sharks and leave them to die is illegal, however people do it anyway. Most people are afraid of sharks but to tell the truth, coconuts kill more people then sharks do. And no animal should have such a miserably, horribly, barbaric way of dieing.

Let’s start putting a end to this and not support, this massacre! Do not eat shark fin soup or go to the restaurants. (Wow I said a lot!)

Thank you, for reading!!!!! And please, don't support shark fining! If you want to see more here is the place where i got my info!! http://www.stopsharkfinning.net/index.htm

Memi-

If Today

If today was the
last day of my life
I would leave all worries aside
I would be thankful to be alive
I would be all right
I would just smile

If today was the
last day of my life
I would stop just to be with you
I would learn everything new
I would be friendly, and I would laugh,
just because.
I would live,
love and cherish everything I ever knew

If today was the
last day of my life
I would pass on peace
I would pass on love
I would pass on the good of life

I would give on
the joy of knowing,
that I would be
remembered

If today was the
last day of my life
I would accept peacefully all that comes,
including my death,
for death, is just a new beginning.

Just a little some thing to brighten your mood. ;)

~Memi~

 <3

I Matter march

It's not much of a secret that our planet is messed up. We're facing a long list of problems, and most of them are caused by by one simple thing: the burning of fossil fuel.

I joined the group caled iMatter. Its a group of kids that care about the environment. Here's a bit on what we do...

WE are a generation inspired by the need itself to step up and be the change we want to see. iMatter began as a simple video, created by a 13 year old, that covered the problems, consequences and solutions of climate change in like a minute. And now it's a global campaign meant to unite the voices of a generation on the most urgent issue of our time. The non profit project of Earth Island Institute, called Kids vs Global Warming, has pulled together a bunch of amazing partners to give youth a platform to raise their voices so loud they cannot be ignored.

Why didn’t I realise...

How do I tell you I'm sorry -

With a gesture, a look, a touch?

How is it I never realized

I hurt you so very much?

I do not ask forgiveness,

A comfort I'll never deserve.

I merely want to let you know,

But I cannot find the nerve.

To finally confront you, face-to-face,

To look you in the eye,

To face your wrath, your apathy -

Too terrified to try.

But I walk away,

Your eyes hurt me so very much,

To see the pain that I created,

Its more than I anticipated.

When the life is sucked out of your very own eyes,

My world goes dry,

How do I tell you I'm sorry -

With a gesture, a look, a touch?

How is it I never realized?

That I hurt you so very much?

~M~

P.S.

I know how nerve-racking can be to write a comment (believe me, I need to catch up to all my followers blogs too) but can you please, please, pretty please just mark off a reaction below. Just to show that you read my stuff and that I'm not a un-loved loner. You just need to click what you think of my post and that’s it! Thank You!!

Dawning of Spring

I was outside in my backyard today with my bird and I spotted this little guy. Isn't he sort of cute? He was extremely tiny. A little baby centipede (if that's what it is). And it made me think about how spring is near! Little bugs are beginning to pop up out from the ground. Newborn life just like a newborn season preparing to arise. All the birds have been chirping loudly today and it's just scrumptious.

Then I went around and took some pictures of all the things that showed of spring!

All the birds have been chirping loudly today and they were all buzzing around the bird feeder.

I open my arms wide to welcome spring!!

~M~