Why didn’t I realise...

How do I tell you I'm sorry -

With a gesture, a look, a touch?

How is it I never realized

I hurt you so very much?

I do not ask forgiveness,

A comfort I'll never deserve.

I merely want to let you know,

But I cannot find the nerve.

To finally confront you, face-to-face,

To look you in the eye,

To face your wrath, your apathy -

Too terrified to try.

But I walk away,

Your eyes hurt me so very much,

To see the pain that I created,

Its more than I anticipated.

When the life is sucked out of your very own eyes,

My world goes dry,

How do I tell you I'm sorry -

With a gesture, a look, a touch?

How is it I never realized?

That I hurt you so very much?

~M~

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Running from everything

Sometimes I feel like running.

Taking all my beloved stuff and walking away from you.

Because sometimes life is just too overwhelming.

When stress takes over your life. When "me" becomes your priority and getting out becomes your goal. When I wont stop changing you for who I want you to be. When life's just too overwhelming for you to be. With no destination: walking, not thinking of friends, family and all who won't miss you. Life's just filed with too much people that judge you and not enough  people who love you.

Sometimes I feel like running.

Running away from you.

~Memi~